No More Chaos… So Why Do I Still Feel Lost? | Journal Entry 37
Update: 2025-07-27
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You’ve made it out of the chaos. You’ve fought your demons. You’ve stopped drinking. You’re healing. But now what?
In Journal Entry 36, I get brutally honest about the most misunderstood stage of growth: the quiet middle. That strange space where you're no longer drowning in trauma, but you're not thriving yet either. You’re just… in the in-between. And it feels weird. Lonely. Like maybe something’s wrong. But guess what? Nothing’s wrong. You’re rebuilding. You’re becoming. And this episode is for you.
This is for the person who’s sober, healing, and doing the work—yet still feels stuck. It’s for the ones walking alone, wondering if it’s all going to pay off. I talk about my personal journey, being a single father, the long walks with no destination, and the raw truth of staying consistent when nobody’s watching. If you’ve ever asked yourself, “What now?”—this one’s for you.
👉 Real talk. No fluff. No fake motivation. Just truth, transformation, and a reminder that this part of the process matters.
📩 Contact me: beyondthemudpodcast@gmail.com
📲 TikTok: @mudshuvel.rants
📘 Facebook: Beyond The Mud
In Journal Entry 36, I get brutally honest about the most misunderstood stage of growth: the quiet middle. That strange space where you're no longer drowning in trauma, but you're not thriving yet either. You’re just… in the in-between. And it feels weird. Lonely. Like maybe something’s wrong. But guess what? Nothing’s wrong. You’re rebuilding. You’re becoming. And this episode is for you.
This is for the person who’s sober, healing, and doing the work—yet still feels stuck. It’s for the ones walking alone, wondering if it’s all going to pay off. I talk about my personal journey, being a single father, the long walks with no destination, and the raw truth of staying consistent when nobody’s watching. If you’ve ever asked yourself, “What now?”—this one’s for you.
👉 Real talk. No fluff. No fake motivation. Just truth, transformation, and a reminder that this part of the process matters.
📩 Contact me: beyondthemudpodcast@gmail.com
📲 TikTok: @mudshuvel.rants
📘 Facebook: Beyond The Mud
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